January 2011
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
woke up at 6:45 to the sound of my mother leaving, so i decided to go back to sleep until 7:30.
plan failed, didn’t sleep and got ready at 7:15.
hit the road, on the way to school saw my dad driving. we made eye contact, and it was fucking awkward.
pulled into the medical building, found a really shitty parking spot and smoked a clip as i walked to school.
signed in at the front desk,...
100th post
have to wake up in four hours for school.
i’m gonna sleep in just about every class.
When someone asks you when you're going to get a...
…and you’re just like “I don’t know, I guess tomorrow when I walk out of my house I’ll just choose one from the swarm of guys that all come sprinting towards me.”
That awkward moment when you walk in a room and...
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10...
rise above this-seether
shadow of the day-linkin park
false pretense-the red jumpsuit apparatus
colony of birchmen-mastodon
party foul-danger:radio
scream-tokio hotel
reptar, king of the ozone-the devil wears prada
what do they know?-mindless self indulgence
secret life-thriving ivory
jeremy-pearl jam
all quality songs.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
my first love was garrett cicio.
we started dating march of 9th grade. we lasted in the relationship for 7 months. i was torn when we broke up but that’s probably because he was my first love and i’ve never been heart broken before. nowadays he’s one of my closest friends and that’s all i could ever ask for<3
my first kiss i’d rather not discuss. it’s a...
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
hope it’ll be filled with great things. friends, money, a life-time partner.
i hope to be living in a different state, a nice house and income, and someone to fall asleep next to every night. i’m tired of this roller-coaster ride and i hope it’ll become stable after a while.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with...
i’m not really sure if i’ve ever felt satisfied.
usually when something good comes to me, i lose it. and whenever something seems to be going my way for once it usually comes to a halt. there’s never a point in my life where i felt satisfied.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits...
i’m a Sagittarius and it fits me perfectly. honestly just everything listed about them is so fucking true for me it’s scary.
Optimistic and freedom-loving Jovial and good-humored Honest and straightforward Intellectual and philosophical
On the dark side….
Blindly optimistic and careless Irresponsible and superficial Tactless and restless
Every suicide has a murderer. The killer? Society. You may ask “why do you say this?” My daughter killed herself because she thought she was fat. Society told her she was fat. She was only eight years old.
this was on six billion secrets, and the worst thing i’ve ever heard.
This is what happens when I try to take photos of...
heartasblackascoffee:
sisterleonella:
divingintosnowmelt:
this is the best thing ever
pretty much.
how could you do this to me?
how could you be so selfish and stupid. how dare you try to overdose and kill yourself. i know you hate this life, i know what she did to you was cruel; but you have to keep going. there are so many people out there that wouldn’t know what to do with themselves if you weren’t here. i would be a train wreck. your death would be the cause of mine. i love you more than my own life, please...
please be okay.
i’m in no mood to get a remembrance tattoo for you.
Look at this fucking taco. Do you see it? Of...
-itsbrittanybitch:
This is for Steffani, the free taco bitch.
ALL HAIL THE TACO BITCH.
FUCK.YES.
things I think about in the hallway at school
why are these girls talking so damn loud ?
why are there so many people -,-
Can this girl move any slower?
MOVE BITCH, GET OUT THE WAAAAAY
why are you walking so slow?
WHY IS THERE A LINE TO GET UP THE STAIRS
stop trying to walk cute. nobody has time for this.
ARE YOU SERIOUSLY STOPPING TO TALK RIGHT NOW?
IF I GET MARKED LATE I’M GOING TO SLIT YOUR FREAKING THROAT.
I'm really gay, and I love McKenna. Yeah.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own...
i forgot to do this yesterday.
but it’s just about everyday of my life. everyday i wake up looking for a purpose to stay alive. usually it’s for friends or hopes of a better tomorrow. sometimes it’s so difficult, other times i don’t really think about it. sometimes i see life as a pointless thing, just a day by day drag on, other times it can be the most beautiful thing....
i think travie mccoy is the only black man i would...
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
i think religion is silly. to believe there’s a higher power other than human life is just dumb, there’s no proof of someone controlling us. it’s even worse when people try and conform you to their religion, like you’re really gonna change my view on religion just by reading bedtime stories out of the bible. there’s no proof of any of these “gods”, and...
day five:greed.
a much better phone.
a mac desktop.
a professional camera.
a ps3.
much better clothes.
the new ipod touch.
a nice stereo system.
day five:greed.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
i’ve done them. most of my friends have as well.
i used to love pot, the first time i ever smoked was like a week before my birthday in 10th grade. i used to get high all the time, and quit for a while. and then i met kristen at the end of 10th grade and we started smoking together. we were high just about every day in the summer. i wasted all my money on pot. sure pots a drug, but i loved...
day four:sloth.
i neglect to do about everything.
texting some people back.
homework.
actually sticking through with everything, like skateboarding and playing the guitar.
save money.
work on my music i need to get for my new computer.
do things on time.
day four:sloth.
“How happy is the blameless vestal’s lot.
The world forgetting, by the...”
– alexander pope.
fuckyeah-katyperry:
holyshisus:
...
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
i’d hopefully like to be making good money being a nurse. settled down with someone in a nice house. also out of new york, but still in a busy town. i want to be in a somewhat large house, tan on the outside and maybe a porch. someplace i can make my own. i hope to be away from this shithole town and away from all the shitty people that reside in it. i can’t see the future, so i...
day three:wrath
the world in general.
being stuck at home with my lunatic of a mother.
when people yell at me.
when my friends ditch me, it makes me feel like shit.
not having money.
when people are just fucking rude.
my family.
When you sneeze on your period.
tiringnightunderlongislandskies:
-itsbrittanybitch:
brbsmokinwithmiley:
accurate.
I have no idea what’s wrong with the rest of you, but this has never happened to me.
shit bitch, always.
if the 9th grade me met the person i am today, the 9th grade me would be scared shitless.